Panji Aditya....Yaaa it's his name ^_^
He is the one who makes me realize that I still deserve to feel love and be loved ^_^
Before I knew him, I was always tied up in my nightmares about love ..
Firstly, I've got a love and my love was just for him, not for another coz I love him so much... but he has gone from me and I thought it would take a long time to re-start a new chapter with the other person .. even once, I had felt very afraid to feel the love and I tried to forget how the feel when we love someone ...
Before I knew him, There were some people who came to offer their love for me but for some reason I was too scared to start a new relationship with any one of them ..
The fear was too great even made me tried to keep distance from them and it made me felt different ... like not myself ...
Until Panji Aditya came in to my life and everything was changed...
Firstly, I thought I was very happy to know him but it was enough as a friend..yeah no more...! He is a good person, loyal and that I knew he had a sincere love for me...and it's my pleasure to have a friend like him..
But as time went on, he made me thought that there was a special feeling for him in my heart.. I also didn't understand about the feeling but maybe it was called "Love". Love comes to me for the second time in a different form..hehehe and so Thank You for JESUS for this love ^_^
For Panji Aditya....
Hmm maybe I have no enough power to say this words by face to face....But, I just want you to know that I have a sincere love for you...even more than you have known before ^_^
I can't promise anything to make you believe in me coz I know that I'm not perfect..but I'll try to do my best to giving you my best...
I'm so sorry if till now I can't be a good gf for you yet...
I'm so sorry coz I'm not a girl who can shows her love easily... but It's not mean I don't love you... Yeah I just wanna let my love grows up in a strong foundation not only by the words...
I think, You just need to be patient honey coz everything need a process..
I have open a new chapter in my life and I have written your name on it...
I hope our relationship always grows up in JESUS' Love Foundation so I put it in the palm of JESUS' hands...I know HE has a beautiful plan for our relationship ^_^
I love U, Honey...
Thanks a lot for remind me how beautiful the feeling of love...
And Thanks for JESUS for this Amazing Gift ^_^
